So many lessons to learn...

So this week hasn't really been the best in some aspects, but I have learned some "lessons" and just realized things about people and about God.

Sometimes we think we know what we want, or what God wants, or what we're supposed to have. But then a certain incident happens and things don't go like we think they should. It is through these incidents that I realize how faithful God is and how faithful he is to keep his promises and never let us down. I put alot of trust in people and it is so disheartening when they let me down and they say trust me on this and you do, but it is just a huge letdown. But when God says that, "Hey Leia, trust me to love you forever and always be there when you need me to comfort you or take you under my wing. I love you through your hard times and when you are running from me, nothing you do will ever change that." It makes me smile becaue I know he won't let me down, when he says that you can count on a follow through. But yes, things happen for a reason and at the time they seem horrible and so intense, but when you actually sit down and think about it, things are so much better. I know that God has such incredible things in store for me and I was just being held back, but now that I am free I can enjoy his plans and rejoice for trusting in him.

Anyways, so learning lessons and enjoying God's company. It's cool.